January, 2017

Diary entry: January 1, 2016 – Other people are stages

Holidays came and passed in a blink. With the new year came new revelations. It’s time for the next stage in my life. My rehab period is over and I must move on. The time I spent with my family gave me new insight upon the next move I have to make. I learned a lot about myself while living with them.

Diary entry: January 10, 2017 – The winter I love

Not being in a job allowed me to have one of the most beautiful winter experiences and regain my trust in this poetic season. For a long period of time, I associated the image of winter with the dirty and crowded streets of the city. I used to feel disgusted by it. With everything that happened today, this season is redeemed!

Diary entry: January 19, 2017 – Master Miyagi

I feel like I became my own master Miyagi. I have been working to improve every single aspect of my life. Ever since I quit my job and I have more time for myself, I became a disciplined guy. This inner found cleanliness is now reflected on the outside. Nowadays I can see the results of my work within physical representations.

Diary entry: January 28, 2017 – I stopped feeding other people’s addictions

The whole purpose of my adventure is to take back my power in order to achieve happiness. Today I unraveled one of the ways I unconsciously give that power away. Living a more disciplined life allows me to see the faults of others and they can use their sickly ways to drain pity out of me. This is not a healthy way to build relationships.

February, 2017

Diary entry: February 8, 2017 – Ally Will’s Son

Again, I met one of those people who just inspire me. At this point I was wandering inside my head, not knowing what to do next. This person popped up and gave me a missing puzzle piece and the motivation I need to keep going. It gave me a plan and a better vision of the future. After talking to her, I could feel the taste of success in my mouth.

Diary entry: February 13, 2017 – The well of creation

When you want to change you can’t allow the world to drag you back down. They will suck the energy out of you in order to keep their broken systems alive. The only way is to detach and deprogram of everything you thought you knew. Do not judge, nor pity anybody, because that is the road to failure.

Diary entry: February 14, 2017 – Conversation with a smoker

I had an interesting conversation with a person that is trying to quit smoking. I shared some of my thoughts and techniques with him in the hope that I might be able to help. In the end, accomplishing the breaking of any habit is solely in the hands of the addict.

Diary entry: February 27, 2017 – Us dreamers

The ones that are awakening must embrace their destiny. Everyone who will succeed in this mission will be rewarded abundantly. Happiness is what awaits for the brave human being that will take this challenge with a smile on their face. The rewards are infinite.

March, 2017

Diary entry: March 3, 2017 – The birdman

Last month I spent my time mostly indoors. I’m back to working on my blog again. I think I’m near to publishing my journal. My hair and beard are all messed up, I have black circles under my eyes and I’ve been losing weight like crazy. My goal is to write in stone what I want and never digress from it.

Diary entry: March 8, 2017 – My blog is up! Thank you, Divi!

The mission to create my blog began in November 2016. The first two weeks of this quest were an absolute pain. I had no idea how to make it work. Out of lack of knowledge, I began using some tools that only pressed harder on my wound. Eventually, I discovered Elegant Themes and their amazing plug-ins. The medium through which I can reach out to people is now complete!

Diary entry: March 17, 2017 – New motivation

I have a mind that drags me towards the deeper questions in life that most of us are afraid to ASK. I want to answer these questions and share what I learned. My problem recently was the fact that my voice is not heard enough. I have issues with being ignored and this was a cause of distress for me. Today though, I had a beautiful surprise waiting for me. Somebody told me “Thank you for sharing your story. What a tremendous gift.”

Diary entry: March 24, 2017 – Chasing goals

I had to sit down and make a recap of why I am here. All the time that passed and all the complications made me forget. Recently my plan got twisted into something I don’t want for myself. With all the progress I made I had to take one more look at what is going on in my head.

April, 2017

Diary entry: April 2, 2017 – My path

If you decide to quit your job and follow your path, might as well do so completely. Like Charles Bukowski said, “Go all the way!”. Do not mind the opinions of others. Go all the way. The road might try and trick you to take a detour. Do not get fooled by it. Stick to your plan. Go all the way.

Diary entry: April 15, 2017 – The philosophy of success

Today I talked again with somebody special. She had problems coping with her work. I gave her some advice that I think should work. When our minds are open, we now expose ourselves to an infinity of possibilities. The act of believing is conditioning our minds to become suitable hosts for ideas that could otherwise pass us by without even noticing.

Diary Entry: April 29, 2017 – The stages of life

Nowadays, life is getting aligned in a beautiful manner but I can’t stop thinking about the déjà vu feeling it creates. I feel like I am stuck in a loop until I surpass this stage. Life will not go on unless I change and I learn my lessons. I need to gather the courage to destroy the illusion walls I built in the past.

May, 2017

Diary entry: May 7, 2017 – Lies

In the last couple of weeks, I destroyed a lot of the lies that were blinding me. Today I understand that being a writer has nothing to do with the money, or the fame, or the women, or anything of this sort. It’s just something I do because it burns my guts if I choose to neglect it.

Diary entry: May 17, 2017 – Creation Energy and Time

We should build our lives in such a way that we can focus our entire energy on just one idea. Divide it and we can’t get things done. I had to learn this the hard way.

Diary entry: May 21, 2017 – The energy flow

The real currency of life is the energy you have. This is a living entity that grows if shared with love between people. If more of us would figure this out, we would become a nation of titans.

June, 2017

Diary entry: June 9, 2017 – I don’t know

I just don’t know anymore. I like to think that I do, but in reality, I have no clue. I have no idea what I am. I don’t know what I am. There are all sorts of ideas going through my head but in the end, 95% of those ideas prove to be wrong. They feel like they don’t even belong to me. There is a storm inside. A cataclysm that I have to order and make sense of. I see and hear all sorts of things that seem to be familiar but when I try to put them into practice they fade away as quickly as they came.

Diary entry: June 15, 2017 – Too much information

The problem is that each time I get a feeling of my destination, without having the entire picture figured out in my mind, I must search for the puzzle pieces everywhere I can. I watch videos, I read books, I listen to philosophers and I try to subject myself to different experiences in order to see if I can figure out that feeling that is bursting out of my chest. My gut is burning and I don’t even know what is it burning for. There is something that has to be done but a lot of the times it’s hard for me to figure out where my internal compass is pointing.

Diary entry: June 20, 2017 – Synchronicity

Life is beautiful and like usual, it gave me what I need!

Diary entry: June 21, 2017 – Thasos

Today I was witness to probably one of the most hilarious and, at the same time, gross event. I went through a palette of feelings that cheered me up and allowed me to further experience my beliefs. The contrast between amusement and magic is beautiful.

Diary entry: June 22, 2017 – The road to Panagia

Panagia called me today. I had a craving for an adventure and I knew I would find it if I went there. Also, the Thasos island is too beautiful to use a car or a bus. Hiking was my choice of transportation. It’s been a while since I walked a long distance so I decided...

Diary entry: June 23, 2017 – Remember

I have a hunger that is running through my veins. It has nothing to do with food, happiness, nature, beautiful places, or even myself. This hunger is for that fucking something that I have to do. The hunger reminded me today not to get attached to anything because this is not why I am here.

July, 2017

Diary entry: July 2, 2017 – The accomplished artist

Interesting conversations never fail to come. Today I was able to take one step further into understanding the world I live in.

Diary entry: July 10, 2017 – Perfection

When you achieve perfection, you die. You are not needed anymore. Perfection is boring. The perfected depression, the perfected cancer, the perfected arrogance, pride, monotony, hate, lust, the perfected silence, and finally, the perfect world, they all kill you. Only those who achieve perfection are allowed to die.

Diary entry: July 14, 2017 – Forgiveness

The illusion of a false forgiveness was convincing me that I was granted freedom. Through my ignorance, I was almost killed. I’m letting all these go away. I choose to unbenumb my spark and flow like water. All the colors are presented to me now.

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